operator kurt brooks and i was there with chris mullen a photographer and another feed producer. what happened was -- when we got there, we were trying to figure out the scene. it was very chaotic. the entire world seemed to have descended really right on newtown. it was really kind of crazy. what happened was we got there and people were distraught. people didn't know where to go but it was the second day when things got a little bit crazy. what happened was we got there and the second day people learned the names. that's when we learned the name of the 26 people who passed away, 20 of them children, 6 and 7 years old. i want to play for you now really what stayed with me most. i talked to a man, a teacher. listen to this. >> oh, my god. oh, it can't be possible.